denies: (and i know you didn't mean it)
ange ushiromiya (右代宮 縁寿) / ANGE-beatrice ([personal profile] denies) wrote in [community profile] foreverwingless 2012-01-14 08:45 am (UTC)

She completely choked up after the screaming. First screaming had still been feasible, moreso than talking since it required less thought, but.. she couldn't even do that much anymore as she watched Amakusa getting further and further beaten up by the man who looked like her brother. All that blood, she could even see it all over Battler.. He must be in so much pain, and it was all because of her, and she couldn't even do anything to help him while she was held captive by this. She felt her eyes watering up a little, but quickly grit her teeth. Don't cry, that would be exactly what he wanted, it would only serve to amuse him more, but.. even as she told herself not to, it was hard while seeing the man she loved nearly being beaten to death like this.

But then she heard the guy make that offer. For a moment she bent her head to think about it - and maybe to avoid the sight of Amakusa in so much pain for a moment, even if it was unfair to him, it was the only way to keep the slightest possibility for some rational thought. But it was only natural to accept that offer, she couldn't think otherwise. Amakusa had told to not think of herself as a sacrifice, but there was no other option here either way, right? If she didn't do it, he would just be beaten to death here like this, in this much pain.. Besides, Amakusa should know how stubborn she was by now, even in her self-sacrificing tendencies. Seeing him die or even being hurt like this was enough to hurt her more than anything, so.. in the end, nothing Battler would do to her could be worse. As long as she could keep Amakusa alive..

"... Fine." She only glanced up slightly at that, her voice resigned. "If you leave Amakusa alone.. f-for real, this time." She glared a little at that - last time she agreed he had just immediately shot her bodyguard, after all. "Then I promise."

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