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Battler Ushiromiya ([personal profile] divinacommedia) wrote in [community profile] foreverwingless2012-04-18 02:59 pm

TOO MANY SHIPS

[There they were, sitting on the couch and watching the movie that Battler had put in for the two of them. Turns out it had started raining while Kotomi had been over, and they settled on watching something like this and just eating snacks together. Every so often Battler would glance over at her, able to mull over certain things as the movie continued to play....

Good thing this wasn't a scary movie, he had put in a comedy since Kotomi seems to like those kinds of things, after all.]


Ah! Here's my favorite part!

[And he reaches over to grab another chip from the bag, omnomnom.]
etudes: (rallentando)

[personal profile] etudes 2012-04-18 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Maybe she doesn't even realise it at first, since Kotomi doesn't even react, she just continues staring at the movie. Or maybe it's enough to wonder for Battler if she minds or not, but.. slowly but surely she does seem to notice there's suddenly something holding her hand, and that something feels a suspicious lot like another hand, and there could only be one person that hand could belong to..

Ah, he's holding hands with her, isn't he..? It's strange, not something she's really done much before, but it feels.. nice. She turns her head towards him, expression surprised, but she's not saying anything yet since she doesn't know what to say. It takes moments for the words to even come. ]


Battler-kun.. that's.. my hand. [ Maybe he tried to grab something there and missed?! ]
etudes: (it has a language of its own)

[personal profile] etudes 2012-04-18 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Good thing sarcasm - and even the general intent behind sarcasm - completely goes over her head. But he's not letting go, so.. he meant to hold her hand? But why did he want to hold her hand? Is it just like that time he was hugging her and she had to hug back, then.. in this case, all she has to do is hold his hand as well? Does it work like that?!

There's so many questions, but.. somehow it doesn't feel appropriate to ask them right now, not even for Kotomi. It's almost as if there's.. some kind of mood.. and Battler isn't complaining about it so far, so it should be okay, right?

For a few moments she returns to watching the movie too, but-- ]


... Does Battler-kun maybe need another hug? Is that it..? [ Yes, she'll remain completely oblivious if it's not more direct. ]
etudes: (she doesn't wanna feel this way)

[personal profile] etudes 2012-04-18 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She barely even notices the TV being turned off, she was already more focused on him than on the movie itself either way - the movie mattered little more than the sound of the raindrops on the window.

But then she listens to whath he's saying, and.. huh..? He likes her, but not in the friends kind of way? Are there that many other kinds of liking that she knows nothing about? Ah-- wait, she has the answer!! ]


... Okay.

[ Just blankly saying it as always, even nodding a little.. and then she scoots over to him under the blanket, covering the last distance between both of them, still not letting go of his hand either. She's practically leaning against his shoulder now.. ]

Then.. this is close enough for Battler-kun to like..? [ yes, she's totally missing the point. ]
etudes: (risoluto)

1 / bluh

[personal profile] etudes 2012-04-18 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It wasn't good enough either, was it? All of this is so strange, so she just listens to what he says next, even though she doesn't have much of a choice with how he's making her directly look at him..

But then he says.. 'boyfriend and girlfriend'.. 'lovers'.. Sure, she's read enough about that before in books, but to have someone say it to her, to have Battler say it to her-- ]
etudes: (she would change everything)

I'll say when I'm done

[personal profile] etudes 2012-04-18 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ... Ah. He's.. saying that sort of thing, isn't he.. ]
etudes: (bravura)

[personal profile] etudes 2012-04-18 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Battler-kun likes her.. ]
etudes: (perfect only in her imperfection)

[personal profile] etudes 2012-04-18 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ... as a lover.. ]
etudes: (only seventeen and tired)

done!

[personal profile] etudes 2012-04-18 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Poof, instant red cheeks. Yes, she's not even saying anything to him yet, she's just.. sitting there with a completely red face.

Since it's so new to her, all of this - she's only read about it, so she's not even sure how she's supposed to deal with it. But.. it's Battler, and.. he's always been really nice to her, right? He came to listen to her violin and talked to her before and helped her out, and.. someone who's by her side when she needs it.. someone she likes as well. ]
etudes: (she just needs someone to take her home)

[personal profile] etudes 2012-04-18 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oh god, oh god, how did books say to do this again?! She's read a dialogue like this somewhere before, right, all she has to do is think of that.. okay, she's at least weakly moving her head now to nod back at him, that's a start..

A deep breath, and then.. ]


I-I--... ... Battler-kun's feelings.. I-.. I share them too..
etudes: (and every magazine tells her)

[personal profile] etudes 2012-04-18 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Huh.. It feels strange to have someone touch her there. Not in a bad way, since it feels nice, just.. strange in its newness. But if she and Battler share this same feeling of liking each other, of liking each other as more than just friends, even.. then this is probably just part of that, right? Maybe she'd have to read more books about it soon to understand better.. ]

Battler-kun will be my knight..? Then am I the princess? [ But even as she asks, she already thinks the idea sounds pretty nice.. Someone who's always right there to protect her. ]
etudes: (zigeunerweisen sarasate)

[personal profile] etudes 2012-04-18 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Don't say that, Battler, she's already imagining herself with it and all now..

But as she opens her mouth to answer, there's something else that takes up her full attention. That thunder is so loud and so sudden that it manages to get a good scare out of Kotomi, who immediately - almost more out of instinct - falls forward, and that's where Battler is, of course. And almost out of a new instinct driven by the feelings that were starting to flood her just now, she stretches out her arms as she falls to cling to him as if that will protect her against the sudden loud sound from earlier, practically smushing her cheek against his top in the process. ]
etudes: (espirando)

[personal profile] etudes 2012-04-19 01:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She's already relaxing a little bit more like this by default, just from being close to him, feeling protected.. She's not alone, not anymore. Battler's right here by her side, they're even wrapped in a blanket together, so..

She nods weakly. ]


That's right.. Right now, Battler-kun's protecting me like some really strong and amazing knight..
etudes: (that i could just understand)

[personal profile] etudes 2012-04-21 11:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hush, he really was all that great to her.. And even if he leans back a little she's still going to cling the best she can for a while, okay, she's like a koala right now. ]

So Battler-kun will even defeat the thunder?
etudes: (teneramente)

[personal profile] etudes 2012-04-22 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ kotoala.

But yes, she whimpers a little again at the new thunder, but at least this time she's already close to him so it's not as bad - it's more soft, half smothered against his jacket. ]


The thunder must be so scared of Battler-kun.. Is Battler-kun really that strong of a knight? On a white horse..?

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