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Amakusa Juuza ([personal profile] hyahahacool) wrote in [community profile] foreverwingless2012-01-10 02:02 am

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Amakusa and Ange had found themselves at the boathouse, and soon their journey would be over. By that, he was referring to what he was supposed to do once they arrived, but he wasn't about to go through with that mission. He was meant to be a traitor, he was meant to kill her once they arrived- and eve back in the fourth game he was the one who went through with such a thing. Was he just supposed to ensure she never lived past that day...? What a joke, what horrible furniture he was made out to be.

He was never good at following the rules though, he had fallen in love with his client- with someone he was meant to murder, and after that he would report back to the theater going witches. They liked seeing Ange suffer, so if they knew they had these feelings for one another, then that would only make things worse. They might even be pit against each other, forced to destroy the other.

As he mused to himself, he stared out at the waves of the ocean that still rose and fell near the shore he was standing at. It was a good feeling to be out here and not in there, if he was out here- it was like nothing else existed, that he wasn't meant to merely kill her. No, he wanted to stop thinking about that, and he wanted to tell her.

He wanted to tell her he was just furniture, that he was just a demonic servant- and then they would make that contract that was never fulfilled. A kiss that would contain so much more than just sealing the deal between master and familiar.
denies: (through my spine and)

[personal profile] denies 2012-01-12 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, I got it already.." Her voice sounded a bit tight since she was already putting all her effort into holding on and then climbing - she did feel exhausted, and her muscles protested with every movement, but she was able to reach the ledge finally with sheer determination and stubbornness. And maybe the fact that he was helping and supporting her a little too as she went.

When Ange managed to hoist herself up the small part of the wall that was further back, she flopped down on the ledge, letting out a deep sigh out of exhaustion. But she had already made it this far - mostly thanks to Amakusa - so there was no way she would give up, she would make it further up again later after resting for just a little bit.

She peered over the edge as Amakusa came closer to the ledge too, offering him a hand for the last part. Once he was safe up on the ledge too, she finally dared to flop down completely, trying to catch her breath after all that.
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[personal profile] denies 2012-01-12 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
She idly blinked as something appeared in her vision. She had been staring up to the strange sky here for a bit, but then some shadow appeared -- it took her a moment to realise that it was actually his head, once her eyes got used to the light difference. But soon after she could feel him moving down instead to lay his head down on her chest.

It took her some effort, with how exhausted she was, but she managed to lift up her hand enough to put it on his head instead - or rather his hat, grabbing his it and his bandana from his head and putting them down on part of the ledge where they at least wouldn't suddenly fall down. Then she put her hand back on his head, stroking his hair lightly almost like she had when he had been in his other form earlier, before they were thrown into this hell.

"Idiot. Don't you realise you're important to me too?" Her tone wasn't harsh or scolding though, more soft as she continued running her fingers through his hair a little as they were lying there. "That's why I refuse to be the only important one. I wouldn't know what to do if I lost you either, okay..?" Even if he took the most of the attacks, even if he was supposed to be furniture, still..
denies: (keeping in mind the way that it felt)

[personal profile] denies 2012-01-13 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
A sigh. "What a simple guy." But all the same, she didn't move away from him just yet. It was nice to just lie here for a few moments, especially if it was this close to him, and she could already feel the strength in her limbs slowly returning to her. Ange couldn't help but think about the same thing too, about how he would probably have to return to them if she was gone, but.. no, she didn't want that to happen, especially not considering what they might do to him. She had made that pact with him in the first place partially to get him away from them and their influence, after all, in a way she was a little protective too in wanting to at least protect him from them or having to go back to them.

"Don't worry, I'm planning on sticking around if I can help it." Now she finally moved, trying to sit up again since she already felt a bit more energized again. His head was now in her lap instead, but he could easily move from there if he wanted to. "Besides, you should remember that there are limits to even your strength. Don't take on too much. Even if I'm more vulnerable, you're not invincible either."
denies: (when midas is king)

[personal profile] denies 2012-01-13 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
It was nice to have his hand there, hence why she had put it there on her own last time - it was warm, and in a way strong yet oddly gentle on her cheek. She just allowed Amakusa to keep lying in her lap like that for the time being without complaints, and when he spoke up she nodded after looking down at him, almost trying to make her face seem more solemn to go along with it.

"Yeah, it's an order from your master alright. Be careful, no matter what still waits for us during the last part of the climb up. And even if you're putting my well being ahead of your own, at least make sure to never completely forget about your own. Got all of that?"
denies: (the water turns from blue to red)

[personal profile] denies 2012-01-13 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Right as he asked, Ange stood up as well, handing him his hat and bandana again before moving to dust off her own skirt and jacket a little from lying there like that. She could tell they had still quite some way to go, but.. at least they would be at the top then, right? And then they could get out of this place.

So she just nodded. "Yeah, I'm fine. Let's hurry up." It wasn't even a lie, she did already feel much better just from lying and resting there for a while. She wasn't completely up to par yet, but she felt this should be enough for the remaining climb up. Besides, she didn't want to linger here too long, in this kind of place, even if it was with him by her side.

She made him bend down a little so she could climb up his back and hold onto him again. At least this time it went better - the idea seemed slightly less embarassing the second time.
denies: (when the most i could do)

[personal profile] denies 2012-01-13 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
She nodded slightly in response, still making sure to hold on to him as well as she could. It was only a moment later that she realised he obviously wouldn't be able to see that, so she started to speak up instead.

"I'm just fine. Just like riding the train, really." The words came out in a fashion much like her usual deadpan. Sure, she was still hiding a little of her fears and worries, but she had pushed most of them away already for now. After all, as long as she was together with him, then it wasn't that bad of a situation just yet, even if they were still stuck in this place for the time being. But if they could just continue like this, they would be at the top soon, and from there it could only get better, right? Even if Bernkastel was just lying, they could figure something out somehow, so if she could just believe in that for now..

For a moment Ange glanced down at the ground, far down below them, to see how far up they were already - they had already gone quite a bit by now.
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[personal profile] denies 2012-01-13 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
She could soon see the top too, especially since she looked up when he called out to see it. Sure, it was dark up there, and they couldn't see what was beyond, but.. at least it meant it was probably the way out or something similar like that. Their only exit out of this hell, and sticking around here wasn't an option either way, so..

When they arrived near the top and he made that gesture, she just nodded as she slowly - limb by limb - let go of him to grab the ledge instead. Before she fully climbed up, though, she turned her head back to him first and smiled a little at him. Thinly, but definitely a smile. "Thanks for getting us all the way up here." Sure, normally she never really thanked him out loud when he did stuff for her, but.. it just felt appropriate right now, after what they had gone through. To avoid having one of his smartass remarks possibly in return for that though, she quickly turned her head back and focused on the ledge, hoisting herself up so she could climb all the way up it.
denies: (and finally it seemed)

[personal profile] denies 2012-01-13 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Dammit, how could these goats be so strong-- the moment she had climbed up right before Amakusa she had already been grabbed. Sure, she had taken them on earlier during the third game, but it was hard to do anything in the middle of the surprise the moment she had gotten up and now she was practically being held captive by them it was hard to do anything at all, let alone try to kick or punch one of them.

That didn't mean she wouldn't try it though, she was trying it in fact until she noticed Amakusa there as well before he was grabbed by that familiar man they had seen before, that man who looked so much like her older brother aside from the clothes and eyes, but he had been out to kill her back then. But they had killed him together, so why was he here again now? And he was holding Amakusa there like that too by his throat-- at least Ange knew Amakusa had defeated the guy last time with his magic, so maybe he could just do the same thing again now, get it over with.

For a moment she stopped struggling when she heard him speak up, glaring in the direction where he was standing with Amakusa. "Why are you even here..?!"
denies: (until i realised that it was you)

[personal profile] denies 2012-01-14 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
At first she couldn't even do or say anything, frozen in the mere shock of seeing him like that. No, not again, this couldn't happen again, he had already nearly died for her once, and-- now this Battler was stronger yet again, strong enough to take on Amakusa's magic powers? No, she didn't just want to watch again as he was hurt, completely beaten up and bleeding..

"Amakusa..!" Suddenly Ange found her voice again, shouting out his name even though it wouldn't help anything. She just wanted to get away from the goats and go over to him, even if she wasn't any match against the other guy and wouldn't be able to do anything.. She should at least try to do something, anything at all, instead of just standing here and watching as he was tortured. It hurt her too much right in the heart, especially knowing it was all for her sake that he was dragged into all this to start with. It almost felt like she was the one being hit with how much it hurt, really.

So she uselessly struggled against the goat's grip, but no matter how much she tried she couldn't get away a single inch away from them. Was it really all useless? No, she refused to believe that, didn't want to believe that.. "Stop..!" The usual deadpan in her voice was completely gone in these shouts, her usual walls that kept her from being hurt all dropped. She just wanted him to be alright-- "Leave him alone! Don't.. don't hurt him anymore!" Even if she knew they wouldn't listen to her, she had to say it, had to try out of sheer desperation.
denies: (and i know you didn't mean it)

[personal profile] denies 2012-01-14 08:45 am (UTC)(link)
She completely choked up after the screaming. First screaming had still been feasible, moreso than talking since it required less thought, but.. she couldn't even do that much anymore as she watched Amakusa getting further and further beaten up by the man who looked like her brother. All that blood, she could even see it all over Battler.. He must be in so much pain, and it was all because of her, and she couldn't even do anything to help him while she was held captive by this. She felt her eyes watering up a little, but quickly grit her teeth. Don't cry, that would be exactly what he wanted, it would only serve to amuse him more, but.. even as she told herself not to, it was hard while seeing the man she loved nearly being beaten to death like this.

But then she heard the guy make that offer. For a moment she bent her head to think about it - and maybe to avoid the sight of Amakusa in so much pain for a moment, even if it was unfair to him, it was the only way to keep the slightest possibility for some rational thought. But it was only natural to accept that offer, she couldn't think otherwise. Amakusa had told to not think of herself as a sacrifice, but there was no other option here either way, right? If she didn't do it, he would just be beaten to death here like this, in this much pain.. Besides, Amakusa should know how stubborn she was by now, even in her self-sacrificing tendencies. Seeing him die or even being hurt like this was enough to hurt her more than anything, so.. in the end, nothing Battler would do to her could be worse. As long as she could keep Amakusa alive..

"... Fine." She only glanced up slightly at that, her voice resigned. "If you leave Amakusa alone.. f-for real, this time." She glared a little at that - last time she agreed he had just immediately shot her bodyguard, after all. "Then I promise."
denies: (so we're talking forever)

[personal profile] denies 2012-01-14 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)
This wasn't what she had expected. When she had seen him walking over to her like that, Ange had already been mentally preparing herself a little for it. She was sure he would make that knife from last time appear again, or hurt her in any other way, but.. she didn't expect him to kiss her so forcefully out of nowhere. She could have handled it if he had just hurt her, especially if she reminded herself it was for Amakusa's sake. But this.. aside from the fact that this was a guy she barely knew yet felt nothing but hatred for or the fact she hadn't ever done anything remotely romantic before with anyone but Amakusa, he looked like her brother as well to top off the hideousness of the action.

She sputtered a little at first, trying to move back and pull away when she was released by the goats, but then she was immediately pulled back by her ribbon and then his grip on her waist, pulling her back like that-- Ange blushed, but it wasn't any good kind of embarassment, rather a very uncomfortable kind. Almost out of instinct she nearly made her leg shoot forward to kick him, but then she remembered - she had to obey him, or otherwise he would start taking everything out on Amakusa again.

But this was horrible, she didn't want this at all, the only person she loved was Amakusa and he was the only one she wanted to do something like this with. Besides, how far was he going to go, considering he was already pulling off her ribbon like that?

At last Ange managed to move her head back a little so their lips wouldn't be touching for even longer - every moment seemed like an eternity of torture - the shock and the feeling of being uncomfortable clearly on her face. "W-- what are you doing..?" Even if the answer was obvious, she couldn't think of anything else to say in this state.

( ooc: internet died so typing from phone, forgive my mistakes.. also so upset I couldn't do more thread-chan before bed I was legitly pissed and sad nngghh X| )
denies: (through my spine and)

i got this you got this my koz is by my right

[personal profile] denies 2012-01-15 09:02 am (UTC)(link)
Seeing the man on the ground there was like a double torture. First of all there was the pain and guilt again at seeing just how hurt he was, how beaten up by the same man who was slowly starting to undress her now, moreso than she had ever seen him other than the last time this Battler popped up. And then of course on the other hand there was the fact that she didn't want him to see this, she didn't want him to look because even with how bad it already was in general Ange didn't want the man she loved to see how she was--

Before she could even finish her train of thought she felt Battler grabbing her once again, bringing them closer again - the very touch almost managing to make her shudder slightly in fear, nervosity for what was about to come, and then she felt him on her neck, kissing her there like that. "S-- stop.." There wasn't anything physical she could do against him, but at the very least she wanted to do something, anything to make him stop this, it was like torture. Her voice was much softer than usual and completely lacked its usual deadpan, instead sounding much more vulnerable and almost a little broken, something much more honest to her inner self than she usually showed. If this already felt so bad, then she dreaded to see what would happen if he would go further - she didn't want that at all, not with any man other than Amakusa and especially not in front of him like this. Maybe if she would hope hard enough, he wouldn't do for the rest of her clothes as well, she could only hope that.

Ange tried to blink away the tears that were forming in her eyes at all of this as she watched Amakusa lying there with all that blood. "Amakusa, don't-- hngh, d-don't look.." It would only hurt him, hurt her, so even if this situation was horrible to start with maybe that would make it just slightly better. She tried to move her body a little to escape from Battler, but that was useless. His grip on her middle was just too strong, so even though she loathed the feel of his lips on her neck she couldn't do anything about it.
denies: (and he holds me so tight)

[personal profile] denies 2012-01-15 12:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Her body stiffened up as she felt him starting to work on the buttons of her blouse too now. If he would get that far, she would already be half naked with only her bra to protect herself, not to mention he was still sucking on her neck like that in such a disgusting manner. So there was actually a sort of relief when she felt he wasn't going higher up after a few buttons.. but it was not long-lasting, considering she was shoved on the ground right after. He didn't even have to tell her, she already knew she wouldn't enjoy any of this, the agony of having someone other than Amakusa doing all this to her, molesting her.

But she couldn't do anything, she couldn't even lift her head from the ground with the way Battler was pushing it down on the ground so hard. Ange was determined to at least not try to show now how much she hated all of this, hated him, how she felt weak and scared and utterly helpless as she felt his hand sneak over her thigh, sending shivers up her spine and letting out a helpless squeak.

Although then something happened she didn't expect at all, because even from her position on the ground like that she could see Amakusa getting up from where he was lying, even though he was so badly hurt. When she noticed him spitting out blood she wanted to plead to him to not push himself further even though he was that hurt, even if it was for her sake. More than anything Ange didn't want to see him getting even more hurt than he already was, even as she was about to have her first time taken from her like this, that important thing she had only wanted to give to the man who.. ... was transforming?

Ange's sad look, bordering on despair, changed into surprise as she noticed the man changing forms, even though she had already seen him doing it before. But there was something different about it this time, something even more ferocious. It was Amakusa, and yet.. that sound was not human in the slightest, more like a beast out for blood, and shivers ran down her spine once again. And when he ran at them and heard that sound-- she hadn't heard a sound like it ever before, but she could guess what it was, especially with the way Amakusa had been running at them in his werewolf form. He must have been biting Battler, and at least that slacked the man's grip on her head enough to make her able to at least turn her head and look at them.

"A-- Ama..?" The first syllables of his name flowed out of her mouth immediately out of sheer surprise.

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